tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6817682567561164198.post6046636751701601229..comments2024-02-20T09:54:37.105-06:00Comments on Talking About Ritual Magick: Abramelin Lunar Ordeal - Third Weekend - Attribute of WaterFrater.Barrabbashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11689013897789072360noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6817682567561164198.post-38178270112778842412009-12-20T19:15:21.651-06:002009-12-20T19:15:21.651-06:00My notes are brief for this particular weekend'...My notes are brief for this particular weekend's workings. <br /><br />First and foremost, during the saying of the Mass of the Goddess, instructions were given to denote five goddess "connections" and motions to denote a singular entry point. Per instructions, these have been added to the Mass. <br /><br />The energy that I felt from Metatron was one of a high, nervous pulsing. This continued throughout the working. I did not receive any messages visually, just through sound.<br /><br />Some clarity was gifted to me through this working by receipt of a message which clarified some confusion I'd been having. I was told that "Limitations of experiencing God are self-imposed and built between walls of expectation and disappointment."<br /><br />That statement had deep impact on me. Over the years, I have been gifted with glimpses of beauty beyond compare. But those times have been followed by an aftermath of coldness and death. Some of my previous studies, apparently, are responsible for this cycle of blessing and curse. <br /><br />To resolve, I am instructed to become officially initiated into ESSG as a first step. I am also to honor the "self" more and look forward, building upon experience and realizing that I have earned wisdom through past trials. <br /><br />That night, after the working, I had a dream that a "Fiat" was eating through the holes in the wooden floor of my house. (I am still trying to determine the meaning of that at the subconscious level if anyone can help!) <br /><br />The night of the Kerubiel working, the impact was long and deep. I was facing the west and in a reclining position. I saw clouds open, like wings, and a red and yellow dragon flew through them. The dragon was holding a shield and an arrow. It looked in my direction and breathed. I felt a warmth -- like someone was pouring warm honey all over my heart chakra. It was a slow, warm energy sensation meant to open up that area. There was a slight pressure, as if from the weight of honey. The energy spread from the heart to the solar plexus area. The sensation and feeling of opening up, and continuing to open up, remained for a very long time and subsided slowly.Grace Victoria Swannhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06503682527620107990noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6817682567561164198.post-81526578846803243752009-12-10T22:27:00.859-06:002009-12-10T22:27:00.859-06:00Ananael Qaa -
I have read your comments about the...Ananael Qaa -<br /><br />I have read your comments about the progression of the elements with great interest. Now that you mention it, I kind of wonder if it would be more beneficial to progress from water to air rather than from air to water. However, the difficulties may also be due to the fact that I have passed the middle of the first phase of the ordeal, which is always the most difficult. A useful analogy is running a marathon. The transition from the second to the third quarter is always the most difficult - once past that point, one can usually either complete it with a certain degree of ease, or not. <br /><br />Regards -<br /><br />Frater BarrabbasFrater.Barrabbashttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11689013897789072360noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6817682567561164198.post-58815609966950198162009-12-10T17:17:27.953-06:002009-12-10T17:17:27.953-06:00I have completed the third weekend working of the ...<i>I have completed the third weekend working of the Abramlin Lunar Ordeal, and I found this week to be the most difficult and challenging so far. I am amazed at the extent of potential interfering factors that I encountered</i>.<br /><br />So maybe you need to run your sequence in density order rather than YHVH in reverse?<br /><br />When my working group did ritual series working through the elements we found that with the Earth - Air - Water - Fire sequence stuff in your life has a real tendency to become difficult when transitioning into Water from Air. If you do the series in the Earth - Water - Air - Fire sequence everything goes much more smoothly.<br /><br />I was kind of curious if you were going to observe similar problems showing up as you worked through this set of rituals. Difficulty trasitioning from Air to Water has been noted by a number of other practitioners whose works I've read, such as Frater W.I.T. who wrote <i>Enochian Initiation</i>.Scott Stenwickhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12389664381513219613noreply@blogger.com